What you need to recognize is that your single biggest problem is the phrase, “I don’t want to be here.” It is the distilled source of all of your anxiety.
Right now, you are embodying that phrase, and it’s causing a feedback loop of panic. “I don’t want to be here” is poisoning you. Instead, focus on the phrase, “It’s okay that I am here.” Go ahead, say it.
It’s okay that I am here. You don’t have to believe it at first, but keep repeating it to yourself. Keep it in your mind. Turn it into a mantra.
It’s okay that I am here. Keep saying it, and if a little voice in the back of your mind tries to tell you that it’s not okay, just tell that voice to shut the fuck up.
It’s okay that I am here. Keep this phrase with you the whole time you’re with your family in San Francisco. Center yourself around it, and you’ll be back in LA in no time."
that any reblogs I have had in the past that were Bo/Lauren WERE ONLY REBLOGGED because I was excited someone in my feed was posting Lost Girl stuff and WAS NOT, I repeat, WAS NOT an indication of my shipping them because I DO NOT SHIP THAT NO NEVER EVER WHAT WHY EW NO GROSS. I understand why people do, BUT NO. I regret those reblogs… they came from an obviously very confused time in my life. I wish I could take them back.
VALKUBUS 5EVER, FOLKS.